Babies, Kids and other stuff

So its been awhile since I last blogged now hasnt it? Not much has really changed still trying
to Concieve that ever elusive Baby #5, We have now moved up to 100mg of Clomid the first month on this Dose I didnt ovulate at all, our 2nd Dose I belive we had a chemical pregnancy,I was getting lines on Hpt''s and then suddenly nothing and AF was late by 3 days,Now onto this month I am in the waiting phase of will I ovulate will I get pregnant or will it be another cycle come and gone?
I get the feeling my Husband is begining to lose intrest in this last baby of ours though he does ask now and then if we are still going to keep trying? He says he dosent want to give up. But his actions make me think otherwise.....Though I suppose I should just let it go and not push him.
I wonder at times if I should push harder for Counseling to help our marrige he insists that we dont need help that things are fine but I see things in a much differant light then he does,I see the distance he puts between him and the kids, and it is Disturbing to say the least. We also recently found that our Son Bryan does in Fact have Aspergers syndrome, he is almost into the program at our local school that will help him with his speech though i have seen great improvement here at home with him,It has been many days of working with him meltdowns and tantrums but the lights are starting to flicker on I pray it just keeps getting better.