So its been awhile since I last blogged. Many things have changed and yet so many have stayed the same. First lets start with the kids Little Bryan is indeed Autistic. We are still in the process of getting his Diagnosis on paper but, it has been said tested and its know. It breaks my heart when I look at him he is such a sweet boy. how can my boy not be ok? He shows so many signs that I dont know how it wasnt seen sooner. He has frequent melt downs. Screams and covers his ears over every day noises like a Vaccumm, Blender, flushing Toilet. things like that. He is however starting to Speak words i understand! I am one proud momma for this, he now tells me I Love you. I waited 3 yrs to hear my son tell me that.
Matt my 1st son he is just about 6 now. He has recently started to regress and has been wetting his pants. No idea why but we will make it through.
Danielle she is going to be 7 in 2weeks!!! amazing how time flys. she is quite independent and definatly marches to the beat of her own Drum.
and Jazmine well lol she is 9 going on 30! that girl somedays drives me insane so opinonated and bossy! but in many ways I am so glad she says what she thinks definatly not a shy one.
And lastly the Ever elusive baby #5 we have hit the 3yr mark of trying to add that final little one to our family and seem to be no closer to that goal. I wonder at times if it isnt time for me to just pack it up and forget the thought. maybe god or my body are telling me NO MORE!!! I guess time will tell.
This is my Life, a life of a mother to 6 Children, 5 Living and one waiting beyond the Vail,these are my Joys,my Sorrow's, and my Grief
