Fly by so fast???
I'll be spending my first ever birthday away from jazmine I have never not been there for her birthday so it makes me rather sad knowing she is 2states away and I won't be there to sing to her....though I plan to make it up when she comes home in Sept, we did get to see her for 4 days over 4th of July and the progress she has made is amazing she is a new kid and has so many goals set for herself I can't wait to see what she does.
All the other children are doing well and have been great with helping around the house since I have been sick since the beginning of June started with a simple uti and then slid into meningitis followed by the loss of my ability to speak,then bronchitis I am hoping I'm done being sick now as it puts such a strain on everything.'........
I also made it through another May I still miss Hudson more than ever but I can feel some healing finally, I recently held a friend's newborn baby and for the first time in 2yrs I felt complete joy like I used to feel when I held babies this was a big deal because before I just couldn't hold babies and the few I did hold it would break me inside and I would hand the baby back and get out of the area as quick as I could and honestly I'd cry , cry for the son I couldn't hold,cry because of the pain ripping me apart. So it's good to have some healing and I thank heavenly father for healing me at least a little, also knowing I'll be with him again someday helps me keep going.
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Miss you!
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